{"collection":"Northern European Mythology","html_url":"https://unchartedknowledge.5gfusion.net/browse/neu/morris/ep3/ep310.htm","path":"neu/morris/ep3/ep310.htm","source_url":"https://sacred-texts.com/neu/morris/ep3/ep310.htm","text":"The Earthly Paradise, (December-February), by William Morris, [1870]\nTHIS story tells of a certain man who by strange adventure fell into the power of Venus, and who, repenting of his life with her, was fain to return to the world and amend all, but might not; for his repentance was rejected of men, by whomsoever it was accepted.\nA CERTAIN summer afternoon day hung\n Doubtful \u2019twixt storm and sunshine, and the earth\n Seemed waiting for the clouds to spread, that clung\n About the south-east, ere its morning mirth,\n Ere all the freshness of its hopeful birth,\n Should end in dreadful darkness, and the clash\n Of rain-beat boughs and wildering lightning-flash.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Such a tide brooded o\u2019er the ancient wood,\n Wild with sour waste and rough untended tree,\n Which, long before the coming of the Rood,\n Men held a holy place in Germany;\n Yea, and still looked therein strange things to see,\n Still deemed that dark therein was uglier\n Than in all other wilds, more full of fear. p. 371\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Grim on that day it was, when the sun shone\n Clear through the thinner boughs, and yet its light\n Seemed threatening; such great stillness lay upon\n The wide-head oaks, such terror as of night\n Waylaying day, made the sward yet more bright,\n As, blotting out the far-away blue sky,\n The hard and close-packed clouds spread silently.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Now \u2019twixt the trees slowly a knight there rode,\n Musing belike; a seemly man and fair,\n No more a youth, but bearing not the load\n Of many years; he might have seen the wear\n Of thirty summers: why he journeyed there\n Nought tells the tale, but Walter doth him name,\n And saith that from the Kaiser's court he came.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Dull enow seemed his thoughts, as on he went\n From tree to tree, with heavy knitted brow,\n And eyes upon the forest grass intent;\n And oft beneath his breath he muttered low,\n And once looked up and said: \"The earth doth grow\n Day after day a wearier place belike;\n No word for me to speak, no blow to strike:\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"Once I looked not for this and it has come;\n What shall the end be now I look for worse?\n Woe worth the dull walls of mine ancient home,\n The ragged fields laid \u2019neath the ancient curse!\n Woe worth false hope that dead despair doth nurse p. 372\n Woe worth the world's false love and babbling hate\u2014\n O life, vain, grasping, uncompassionate!\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He looked around as thus he spake, and saw\n That he amidst his thoughts had ridden to where\n The close wood backward for a space did draw,\n Leaving a plain of sweet-grown sward all clear,\n Till at the end thereof a cliff rose sheer\n From the green grass, o\u2019er which again arose\n A hill-side clad with fir-trees dark and close.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Now nigh the cliff a little river ran,\n And bright with sun were hill and mead, although\n Already, far away, the storm began\n To rumble, and the storm lift moving slow,\n Over a full third of the sky to grow,\n Though still within its heart the tumult stayed,\n Content as yet to keep the world afraid.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0There had he drawn rein, and his eyes were set\n Upon a dark place in the sheer rock's side,\n A cavern's mouth; and some new thought did get\n Place in his heart therewith, and he must bide\n To nurse the thing; for certes far and wide\n That place was known, and by an evil fame;\n The Hill of Venus had it got to name.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0And many a tale yet unforgot there was\n Of what a devilish world, dream-like, but true, p. 373\n Would snare the o\u2019er-rash man whose feet should pass\n That cavern's mouth: old folk would say they knew\n Of men who risked it; nor came back to rue\n The losing of their souls; and others told\n Of how they watched, when they were young and bold,\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Midsummer night through: yea, and not in vain;\n For on the stream's banks, and the flowery mead,\n Sights had they seen they might not tell again;\n And in their hearts that night had sown the seed\n Of many a wild desire and desperate need;\n So that, with longings nought could satisfy,\n Their lives were saddened till they came to die.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0For all the stories were at one in this,\n That still they told of a trap baited well\n With some first minutes of unheard-of bliss;\n Then, these grasped greedily, the poor fool fell\n To earthly misery, or no doubtful hell.\n Yet, as these stories flitted by all dim,\n The knight's face softened, sweet they seemed to him.\u2014\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He muttered: \"Yea, the end is hell and death,\n The midmost hid, yet the beginning Love.\n Ah me! despite the worst Love threateneth,\n Still would I cling on to the skirts thereof,\n If I could hope his sadness still could move\n My heart for evermore.\u00a0 A little taste\n Of the king's banquet, then all bare and waste p. 374\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"My table is; fresh guests are hurrying in\n With eager eyes, there to abide their turn,\n That they more hunger therewithal may win!\n Ah me! what skill for dying love to yearn?\n Yet, O my yearning! though my heart should burn\n Into light feathery ash, blown here and there,\n After one minute of that odorous flare.\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0With that once more he hung his head adown;\n The name of Love such thoughts in him had stirred,\n That somewhat sweet his life to him was grown,\n And like soft sighs his breathing now he heard;\n His heart beat like a lover's heart afeard;\n Of such fair women as he erst had seen,\n The names he named, and thought what each had been.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Yet, as he told them over one by one,\n But dimly might he see their forms, and still\n Some lack, some coldness, cursed them all, and none\n The void within his straining heart might fill;\n For evermore, as if against his will,\n Words of old stories, turned to images\n Of lovelier things, would blur the sight of these.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Long dwelt he in such musings, though his beast\n From out his hand had plucked the bridle-rein,\n And, wandering slowly onward, now did feast\n Upon the short sweet herbage of the plain;\n So when the knight raised up his eyes again, p. 375\n Behind his back the dark of the oakwood lay,\n And nigh unto its end was grown the day.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He gazed round toward the west first, and the stream,\n Where all was bright and sunny, nor would he\n Have deemed himself deep fallen into a dream\n If he had seen the grass swept daintily\n By raiment that in old days used to be;\n When white \u2019neath Pallas\u2019 smile and Juno's frown\n Gleamed Venus from the gold slow slipping down.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But void was all the meadow's beauty now,\n And to the east he turned round with a sigh,\n And saw the hard lift blacker and blacker grow\n \u2019Neath the world's silence, as the storm drew nigh;\n And to his heart there went home suddenly\n A sting of bitter hatred and despair,\n That these things, his own heart had made so fair,\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He might not have; and even as he gazed,\n And the air grew more stifling yet and still,\n Down in the east a crooked red line blazed,\n And soon the thunder the eve's hush did fill,\n Low yet, but strong, persistent as God's will.\n He cried aloud: \"A world made to be lost,\u2014\n A bitter life \u2019twixt pain and nothing tossed!\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0And therewithal he stooped and caught the rein,\n And turned his horse about till he did face p. 376\n The cavern in the hill, and said: \"Ah, vain\n My yearning for enduring bliss of days\n Amidst the dull world's hopeless, hurrying race,\n Where the past gain each new gain makes a loss,\n And yesterday's gold love to-day makes dross!\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0And as he spake, slowly his horse \u2019gan move\n Unto the hill: \"To-morrow and to-day,\n Why should I name you, so I once hold Love\n Close to my heart? If others fell away,\n That was because within their souls yet lay\n Some hope, some thought of making peace at last\n With the false world, when all their love was passed.\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But strangely light therewith his heart did grow,\n He knew not why; and yet again he said:\n \"A wondrous thing that I this day must trow\n In tales that poets and old wives have made!\n Time was when duly all these things I weighed.\n Yet, O my heart\u2014what sweetens the dull air?\n What is this growing hope, so fresh and fair?\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Then therewithal louder the thunder rolled,\n And the world darkened, for the sun was down;\n A fitful wind \u2019gan flicker o\u2019er the wold,\n And in scared wise the woods began to moan,\n And fast the black clouds all the sky did drown;\n But his eyes glittered,\u2014a strange smile did gleam\n Across his face, as in a happy dream. p. 377\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Again he cried: \"Thou callest me; I come;\n I come, O lovely one! Oh, thou art nigh;\n Like a sweet scent, the nearness of thine home\n Is shed around; it lighteth up God's sky\u2014\n O me, thy glory!\" Therewith suddenly\n The lightning streamed across the gathering night,\n And his horse swerved aside in wild affright.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He heeded not except to spur him on;\n He drew his sword as if he saw a foe,\n And rode on madly till the stream he won,\n And, even as the storm-wind loud \u2019gan blow,\n And the great drops fell pattering, no more slow,\n Dashed through the stream and up the other bank,\n And leaped to earth amid his armour's clank,\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0And faced the wild white rain, and the wind's roar,\n The swift wide-dazzling lightning strange of hue,\n The griding thunder, saying: \"No more, no more,\n Helpless and cruel, do I deal with you,\n Or heed the things the false world calleth true.\n Surely mine eyes in spite of you behold\n The perfect peace Love's loving arms enfold.\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Then, whirling o\u2019er his head his glittering sword,\n Into the night he cast it far away;\n And turning round, without another word\n Left the wild tumult of the ruined day,\n And into the darkness that before him lay p. 378\n Rushed blindly, while the cold rain-bearing wind\n Wailed after him, and the storm clashed behind.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0A few steps through black darkness did he go,\n Then turned and stayed, and with his arms outspread\n Stood tottering there a little while, as though\n He fain would yet turn back; some words he said\n If the storm heard, then fell, and as one dead\n Lay long, not moving, noting not how soon\n Above the dripping boughs outshone the moon.\nHE woke up with the tears upon his cheek,\n As though awakened from some dream of love,\n And as his senses cleared felt strange and weak,\n And would not open eyes or try to move,\n Since he felt happy and yet feared to prove\n His new-born bliss, lest it should fade from him\n E\u2019en as in waking grows the love-dream dim.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0A half hush was there round about, as though\n Beast, bird, and creeping thing went each their ways,\n Yet needs must keep their voices hushed and low,\n For worship of the sweet love-laden days.\n Most heavenly odours floated through the place, p. 379\n Whate\u2019er it was, wherein his body lay,\n And soft the air was as of deathless May.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0At last he rose with eyes fixed on the ground,\n And therewithal his armour's clinking seemed\n An overloud and clean unlooked-for sound:\n He trembled; even yet perchance he dreamed,\n Though strange hope o\u2019er his wondering heart there streamed;\n He looked up; in the thickest of a wood\n Of trees fair-blossomed, heavy-leaved, he stood.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He turned about and looked; some memory\n Of time late past, of dull and craving pain,\n Made him yet look the cavern's mouth to see\n Anigh behind him: but he gazed in vain,\n For there he stood, as a man born again,\n \u2019Mid a close break of eglantine and rose,\n With no deed now to cast aside or choose.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Yet, as a man new born at first may hear\n A murmur in his ears of life gone by,\n Then in a flash may see his past days clear,\n The pain, the pleasure, and the strife, all nigh,\n And stripped of every softening veil and lie,\u2014\n So did he hear, and see, and vainly strive\n In one short minute all that life to live.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But even while he strove, as strong as sleep, p. 380\n As swift as death, came deep forgetfulness,\n Came fresh desire unnamed; his heart did leap\n With a fresh hope, a fresh fear did oppress\n The new delight, that else cried out to bless\n The unchanging softness of that unknown air,\n And the sweet tangle round about him there.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Trembling, and thinking strange things to behold,\n The interwoven boughs aside he drew,\n And softly, as though sleep the world did hold,\n And he should not awake it, passed them through\n Into a freer space; yet nought he knew\n Why he was thither come, or where to turn,\n Or why the heart within him so did burn.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Then through the wood he went on, and for long\n Heard but the murmur of the prisoned breeze,\n Or overhead the wandering wood-dove's song;\n But whiles amid the dusk of far-off trees\n He deemed he saw swift-flitting images,\n That made him strive in vain to call to mind\n Old stories of the days now left behind.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Slowly he went, and ever looking round\n With doubtful eyes, until he heard at last\n Across the fitful murmur of dumb sound,\n Far off and faint the sound of singing cast\n Upon the lonely air; the sound went past, p. 381\n And on the moaning wind died soft away,\n But, as far thunder startles new-born day,\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0So was his dream astonied therewithal,\n And his lips strove with some forgotten name,\n And on his heart strange discontent did fall,\n And wild desire o\u2019ersweet therefrom did flame;\n And then again adown the wind there came\n That sound grown louder; then his feet he stayed\n And listened eager, joyous and afraid.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Again it died away, and rose again,\n And sank and swelled, and sweeter and stronger grew,\n Wrapping his heart in waves of joy and pain,\n Until at last so near his ears it drew\n That very words amid its notes he knew,\n And stretched his arms abroad to meet the bliss,\n Unnamed indeed as yet, but surely his.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Alone within the weaving-room\n The girls would sit before the loom,\n And sing no song, and play no play;\n Alone from dawn to hot mid-day,\n From mid-day unto evening,\n The men afield would work, nor sing,\n \u2019Mid weary thoughts of man and God,\n Before thy feet the wet ways trod.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Unkissed the merchant bore his care,\n Unkissed the knights went out to war,\n Unkissed the mariner came home,\n Unkissed the minstrel men did roam.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Or in the stream the maids would stare,\n Nor know why they were made so fair;\n Their yellow locks, their bosoms white,\n Their limbs well wrought for all delight,\n Seemed foolish things that waited death,\n As hopeless as the flowers beneath\n The weariness of unkissed feet:\n No life was bitter then, or sweet.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Therefore, O Venus, well may we\n Praise the green ridges of the sea\n O\u2019er which, upon a happy day,\n Thou cam\u2019st to take our shame away.\n Well may we praise the curdling foam\n Amidst the which thy feet did bloom, p. 383\n Flowers of the gods; the yellow sand\n They kissed atwixt the sea and land;\n The bee-beset ripe-seeded grass,\n Through which thy fine limbs first did pass;\n The purple-dusted butterfly,\n First blown against thy quivering thigh;\n The first red rose that touched thy side,\n And over-blown and fainting died;\n The flickering of the orange shade,\n Where first in sleep thy limbs were laid;\n The happy day's sweet life and death,\n Whose air first caught thy balmy breath\u2014\n Yea, all these things well praised may be,\n But with what words shall we praise thee\u2014\n O Venus, O thou love alive,\n Born to give peace to souls that strive?\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Louder the song had grown to its last word,\n And with its growth grew odours strange and sweet,\n And therewithal a rustling noise he heard,\n As though soft raiment the soft air did meet,\n And through the wood the sound of many feet,\n Until its dusk was peopled with a throng\n Of fair folk fallen silent after song.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Softly they flowed across his glimmering way,\n Young men and girls thin-clad and garlanded, p. 384\n Too full of love a word of speech to say\n Except in song; head leaning unto head,\n As in a field the poppies white and red;\n Hand warm with hand, as faint wild rose with rose,\n Mid still abundance of a summer close.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Softly they passed, and if not swiftly, still\n So many, and in such a gliding wise,\n That, though their beauty all his heart did fill\n With hope and eagerness, scarce might his eyes,\n Caught in the tangle of their first surprise,\n Note mid the throng fair face, or form, or limb,\n Ere all amid the far dusk had grown dim.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0A while, indeed, the wood might seem more sweet,\n That there had been the passionate eyes of them\n Wandering from tree to tree loved eyes to meet;\n That o\u2019er-blown flower, or heavy-laden stem\n Lay scattered, languid \u2019neath the delicate hem\n That kissed the feet moving with love's unrest,\n Though love was nigh them, to some dreamed-of best.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0A little while, then on his way he went,\n With all that company now quite forgot,\n But unforgot the name their lips had sent\n Adown the wave of song; his heart waxed hot\n With a new thought of life, remembered not,\n Save as a waste passed through with loathing sore\n Unto a life, which, if he gained no more p. 385\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Than this desire, lonely, unsatisfied,\n This name of one unknown, unseen, was bliss;\n And if this strange world were not all too wide,\n But he some day might touch her hand with his,\n And turn away from that ungranted kiss\n Not all unpitied, nor unhappy quite,\n What better knew the lost world of delight?\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Now, while he thought these things, and had small heed\n Of what was round him, changed the place was grown\n Like to a tree-set garden, that no weed,\n Nor winter, or decay had ever known;\n No longer now complained the dove alone\n Over his head, but with unwearying voice\n \u2019Twixt leaf and blossom did the birds rejoice.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0No longer strove the sun and wind in vain\n To reach the earth, but bright and fresh they played\n About the flowers of a wide-stretching plain,\n Where \u2019twixt the soft sun and the flickering shade\n There went a many wild things, unafraid\n Each of the other or of the wanderer,\n Yea, even when his bright arms drew anear.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0And through the plain a little stream there wound,\n And far o\u2019er all there rose up mountains grey,\n That never so much did the place surround,\n But ever through their midmost seemed a way\n To whatsoe\u2019er of lovely through them lay. p. 386\n But still no folk saw Walter; nay, nor knew\n If those were dreams who passed the wild wood through.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But on he passed, and now his dream to prove\n Plucked down an odorous fruit from overhead,\n Opened its purple heart and ate thereof;\n Then, where a path of wondrous blossoms led,\n Beset with lilies and with roses red,\n Went to the stream, and felt its ripples cold,\n As through a shallow, strewn with very gold\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0For pebbles, slow he waded: still no stay\n He made, but wandered toward the hills; no fear\n And scarce a pain upon his heart did weigh;\n Only a longing made his life more dear,\n A longing for a joy that drew an ear;\n And well-nigh now his heart seemed satisfied,\n So only in one place he should not bide.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0And so he ever wandered on and on,\n Till clearer grew the pass \u2019twixt hill and hill;\n Lengthened the shadows, sank adown the sun,\n As though in that dull world he journeyed still\n Where all day long men labour, night to fill\n With dreams of toil and trouble, and arise\n To find the daylight cold to hopeless eyes.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Some vague thought of that world was in his heart,\n As, meeting sunset and grey moonrise there. p. 387\n He came unto the strait vale that did part\n Hill-side from hill-side; through the golden air,\n Far off, there lay another valley fair;\n Red with the sunset ran the little stream\u2014\n Ah me! in such a place, amid a dream,\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Two sundered lovers, each of each forgiven,\n All things known, all things past away, might meet.\n Such place, such time, as the one dream of heaven,\n Midst a vain life of nought.\u2014With faltering feet\n He stayed a while, for all grew over sweet;\n He hid his eyes, lest day should come again\n As in such dream, and make all blank and vain.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He trembled as the wind came up the pass,\u2014\n Was it long time \u2019twixt breath and breath thereof?\n Did the shade creep slow o\u2019er the flower-strewn grass?\n Was it a long time that he might not move,\n Lest morn should bring the world and slay his love?\n Surely the sun had set, the stream was still,\n The wind had sunk adown behind the hill.\u2014\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Nay, through his fingers the red sun did gleam,\n In cadence with his heart's swift beating now\n Beat the fresh wind, and fell adown the stream.\n Then from his eyes his hands fell, and e\u2019en so\n The blissful knowledge on his soul did grow\n That she was there, her speech as his speech, stilled\n By very love, with love of him fulfilled. p. 388\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0O close, O close there, in the hill's grey shade,\n She stood before him, with her wondrous eyes\n Fixed full on his! All thought in him did fade\n Into the bliss that knoweth not surprise,\n Into the life that hath no memories,\n No hope and fear; the life of all desire,\n Whose fear is death, whose hope consuming fire.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Naked, alone, unsmiling, there she stood,\n No cloud to raise her from the earth; her feet\n Touching the grass that his touched, and her blood\n Throbbing as his throbbed through her bosom sweet;\n Both hands held out a little, as to meet\n His outstretched hands; her lips each touching each;\n Praying for love of him, but without speech.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He fell not and he knelt not; life was strong\n Within him at that moment; well he thought\n That he should never die; all shame and wrong,\n Time past and time to come, were all made nought;\n As, springing forward, both her hands he caught;\n And, even as the King of Love might kiss,\n Felt her smooth cheek and pressed her lips with his.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0What matter by what name of heaven or earth\n Men called his love? Breathing and loving there\n She stood, and clung to him; one love had birth\n In their two hearts\u2014he said\u2014all things were fair,\n Although no sunlight warmed the fresh grey air p. 389\n As their lips sundered. Hand in hand they turned\n From where no more the yellow blossoms burned.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Louder the stream was, fallen dead was the wind,\n As up the vale they went into the night,\n No rest but rest of utter love to find\n Amid the marvel of new-born delight,\n And as her feet brushed through the dew, made white\n By the high moon, he cried: \"For this, for this\n God made the world, that I might feel thy kiss!\"\nWHAT, is the tale not ended then? Woe's me!\n How many tales on earth have such an end:\n I longed, I found, I lived long happily,\n And fearless in death's fellowship did wend?'\n \u2014On earth,\u2014where hope is that two souls may blend\n That God has made but she\u2014who made her then\n To be a curse unto the sons of men?\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0And yet a flawless life indeed that seemed\n For a long while: as flowers, not made to die\n Or sin, they were: no dream was ever dreamed,\n How short soe\u2019er, wherein more utterly\n Was fear forgot or weariness worn by;\n Wherein less thought of the world's woe and shame,\n Of men's vain struggles, o\u2019er the sweet rest came. p. 390\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Men say he grew exceeding wise in love,\n That all the beauty that the earth had known,\n At least in seeming, would come back, and move\n Betwixt the buds and blossoms overblown;\n Till, turning round to that which was his own,\n Blind would he grow with ecstasy of bliss,\n And find unhoped-for joy in each new kiss.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Men say that every dear voice love has made\n Throughout that love-filled loneliness would float,\n And make the roses tremble in the shade\n With unexpected sweetness of its note;\n Till he would turn unto her quivering throat,\n And, deaf belike, would feel the wave of sound\n From out her lips change all the air around.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Men say he saw the lovers of old time;\n That ORPHEUS led in his EURYDICE,\n Crooning o\u2019er snatches of forgotten rhyme,\n That once had striven against eternity,\n And only failed, as all love fails, to see\n Desire grow into perfect joy, to make\n A lonely heaven for one beloved's sake.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0THISBE he saw, her wide white bosom bare;\n Thereon instead of blood the mulberries' stain;\n And single-hearted PYRAMUS anear\n Held in his hand tufts of the lion's mane,\n And the grey blade that stilled their longings vain p. 391\n Smote down the daisies.\u2014Changeless earth and old,\n Surely thy heart amid thy flowers is cold!\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0HELEN he saw move slow across the sward,\n Until before the feet of her she stood\n Who gave her, a bright bane and sad reward,\n Unto the PARIS that her hand yet wooed:\n Trembled her lips now, and the shame-stirred blood\n Flushed her smooth cheek; but hard he gazed, and yearned\n Unto the torch that Troy and him had burned.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Then ARIADNE came, her raiment wet\n From out the sea; to her a prison wall,\n A highway to the love she could not get.\n Then upon PHYLLIS\u2019 ivory cheeks did fall\n The almond-blossoms. Then, black-haired and tall,\n Came DIDO, with her slender fingers laid\n On the thin edge of that so bitter blade.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Then, what had happed? was the sun darker now?\n Had the flowers shrunk, the warm breeze grown achill?\n It might be; but his love therewith did grow,\n And all his aching heart it seemed to fill\n With such desire as knows no chain nor will:\n Shoulder to shoulder quivering there they lay,\n In a changed world that had not night nor day. p. 392\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0A loveless waste of ages seemed to part,\n And through the cloven dullness BRYNHILD came,\n Her left hand on the fire that was her heart,\n That paled her cheeks and through her eyes did flame,\n Her right hand holding SIGURD'S; for no shame\n Was in his simple eyes, that saw the worth\n So clearly now of all the perished earth.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Then suddenly outbroke the thrushes\u2019 sound,\n The air grew fresh as after mid-spring showers,\n And on the waves of soft wind flowing round\n Came scent of apple-bloom and gilliflowers,\n And all the world seemed in its morning hours,\n And soft and dear were kisses, and the sight\n Of eyes, and hands, and lips, and bosom white.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Yea, the earth seemed a-babbling of these twain,\n TRISTRAM and YSEULT, as they lingered there,\n All their life days now nothing but a gain;\n While death itself, wrapped in love's arms, must bear\n Some blossom grown from depths of all despair,\n Some clinging, sweetest, bitterest kiss of all,\n Before the dark upon their heads should fall.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Others he saw, whose names could tell him nought\n Of any tale they might have sorrowed through;\n But their lips spake, when of their lives he sought,\n And many a story from their hearts he drew,\n Some sweet as any that old poets knew, p. 393\n Some terrible as death, some strange and wild\n As any dream that hath sad night beguiled.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But all with one accord, what else they said,\n Would praise with eager words the Queen of Love;\n Yet sometimes, while they spake, as if with dread,\n Would look askance adown the blossomed grove;\n Till a strange pain within his heart would move,\n And he would cling to her enfolding arm,\n Trembling with joy to find her breast yet warm.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Then a great longing would there stir in him,\n That all those kisses might not satisfy;\n Dreams never dreamed before would gather dim\n About his eyes, and trembling would he cry\n To tell him how it was he should not die;\n To tell him how it was that he alone\n Should have a love all perfect and his own.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Ah me! with softest words her lips could make,\n With touches worth a lifetime of delight,\n Then would she soothe him, and his hand would take,\n And lead him through all places fresh and bright,\n And show him greater marvels of her might,\n Till midst of smiles and joy he clean forgot\n That she his passionate cry had answered not.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Forgot to-day, and many days maybe:\n Yet many days such questions came again, p. 394\n And he would ask: \"How do I better thee,\n Who never knewst a sorrow or a pain?\n Folk on the earth fear they may love in vain,\n Ere first they see the love in answering eyes,\n And still from day to day fresh fear doth rise.\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Unanswered and forgot!\u2014forgot to-day,\n Because too close they clung for sight or sound;\n But yet to-morrow:\u2014\"Changeless love, O say\n Why, since love's grief on earth doth so abound,\n No heart my heart that loveth so ere found\n That needed me?\u2014for wilt thou say indeed\n That thou, O perfect one, of me hast need?\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u2014Unanswered and forgot a little while;\u2014\n Asked and unanswered many a time and oft;\n Till something gleamed from out that marvellous smile,\n And something moved within that bosom soft,\n As though the God of Love had turned and scoffed\n His worshipper, before his feet cast down,\n To tell of all things for his sake o\u2019erthrown.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0How many questions asked, nor answered aught?\n How many longings met still by that same\n Sweet face, by anguish never yet distraught,\n Those limbs ne\u2019er marred by any fear or shame;\n How many times that dear rest o\u2019er him came\u2014\n And faded mid the fear that nought she knew\n What bitter seed within his bosom grew? p. 395\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u2019Twixt lessening joy and gathering fear, grew thin\n That lovely dream, and glimmered now through it\n Gleams of the world cleft from him by his sin;\n Hell's flames withal, heavens glory, \u2019gan to flit\n Athwart his eyes sometimes, as he did sit\n Beside the Queen, in sleep's soft image laid;\n And yet awhile the dreadful dawn was stayed.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0And in that while two thoughts there stirred in him,\n And this the first: \"Am I the only one\n Whose eyes thy glorious kisses have made dim?\n And what then with the others hast thou done?\n Where is the sweetness of their sick love gone?\"\n \u2014Ah me! her lips upon his lips were laid,\n And yet awhile the dreadful dawn was stayed.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0And in that while the second thought was this:\n \"And if, wrapped in her love, I linger here\n Till God's last justice endeth all our bliss,\n Shall my eyes then, by hopeless pain made clear,\n See that a vile dream my vain life held dear,\n And I am lone? \"\u2014Ah, cheek to his cheek laid!\n And yet awhile the dreadful dawn was stayed.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0How long who knoweth?\u2014and be sure meanwhile,\n That could man's heart imagine, man's tongue say,\n The strange delights that did his heart beguile\n Within that marvellous place from day to day,\n Whoso might hearken should cast clean away p. 396\n All thought of sin and shame, and laugh to scorn\n The fear and hope of that delaying morn.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But the third thought at last, unnamed for long,\n Bloomed, a weak flower of hope within his heart;\n And by its side unrest grew bitter strong,\n And, though his lips said not the word, \"Depart;\"\n Yet would he murmur: \"Hopeless fair thou art!\n Is there no love amid earth's sorrowing folk?\"\n So glared the dreadful dawn\u2014and thus it broke.\u2014\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0For on a night, amid the lily and rose,\n Peaceful he woke from dreams of days bygone;\n Peaceful at first; and, seeing her lying close\n Beside him, had no memory of deeds done\n Since long before that eve he rode alone\n Amidst the wild wood; still awhile himseemed\n That of that fair close, those white limbs he dreamed.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0So there for long he lay in happy rest,\n As one too full of peace to wish to wake\n From dreams he knows are dreams. Upon her breast\n The soft wind did the dewy rose-leaves shake;\n From out a gleaming cloud the moon did break;\n Till, mid her balmy sleep, toward him she turned,\n And into his soul her touch his baseness burned.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Then fled all peace, as in a blaze of flame,\n Rushed dreadful memory back; and therewithal,\n Amid the thoughts that crowding o\u2019er him came, p. 397\n Clear vision of the end on him did fall;\n Rose up against him a great fiery wall,\n Built of vain longing and regret and fear,\n Dull empty loneliness, and blank despair.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0A little space in stony dread he lay,\n Till something of a wretched hope at last\n Amidst his tangled misery drave its way.\n Slowly he rose, and, cold with terror, passed\n Through blossomed boughs, whose leaves, upon him cast\n As he brushed by, seemed full of life and sound,\n Though noiselessly they fell upon the ground.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But soon he fled fast: and his goal he knew;\n For each day's life once burdened with delight\n Rose clear before him, as he hurried through\n That lonely hell the grey moon yet made bright;\n And midst them he remembered such a night\n Of his first days there, when, hand locked in hand,\n Sleepless with love, they wandered through the land;\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0And how, as thus they went, and as he thought\n If he might still remember all her speech,\n Whatso fresh pleasure to him might be brought,\n A grove of windless myrtles they did reach,\n So dark, that closer they clung each to each,\n As children might; and how, the grove nigh done,\n They came upon a cliff of smooth grey stone; p. 398\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0And how, because the moon shone thereabout\n Betwixt the boughs grown thinner, he could see,\n Gazing along her smooth white arm stretched out,\n A cavern mid the cliff gape gloomily;\n And how she said: \"Hither I guided thee,\n To show thee the dark danger and the death,\n But if thou have heed, of thy love and faith.\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Ah me! the memory of the sunrise sweet\n After that warning little understood,\n When stole the golden sun unto her feet,\n As she lay sleeping by the myrtle-wood,\n Watched by his sleepless longing!\u2014\"O how good\n Those days were! fool, go back, go back again,\n Shalt thou have lived and wilt thou die in vain?\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0So cried he, knowing well now what it meant,\n That long-passed warning; that there gaped the gate\n Whereby lost souls back to the cold earth went:\n Then through his soul there swept a rush of hate\n \u2018Gainst hope, that came so cruel and so late\n To drive him forth from all the joys he knew,\n Yet scarcely whispering why or whereunto.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Therewith he stayed: midst a bright mead he was,\n Whose flowers across her feet full oft had met\n While he beheld; a babbling stream did pass\n Unto the flowery close that held her yet.\n \u2014O bliss grown woe that he might ne\u2019er forget! p. 399\n But how shall he go back, just, e\u2019en as now,\n Oft, o\u2019er again that bliss from him to throw?\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He cried aloud with rage and misery,\n But once again gat onward through the night;\n Nought met him but the wind as he drew nigh\n That myrtle-grove, black \u2019gainst the meadow bright;\n Nought followed but the ghost of dead delight;\n The boughs closed round him as still on he sped,\n Half deeming that the world and he were dead.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But when he came unto the open space,\n Grey with the glimmer of the moon, he stayed\n Breathless, and turned his white and quivering face\n Back toward the spot where he had left her, laid\n Beneath the rose-boughs by their flowers down-weighed,\n As if he looked e\u2019en yet to see her come,\n And lead him back unto her changeless home.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Nought saw he but the black boughs, and he cried:\n \"No sign, no sign for all thy kisses past!\n For all thy soft speech that hath lied and lied!\n No help, no cry to come back!\u2014Ah, at last\n I know that no real love from me I cast;\n Nought but a dream; and that God knoweth too;\n And no great gift He deems this deed I do.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"O me! if thou across the night wouldst cry,\n If through this dusky twilight of the moon\n Thou wouldst glide past and sob a-going by, p. 400\n Then would I turn and ask no greater boon\n Of God, than here with thee to dwell alone,\n And wait His day!\u2014but now, behold, I flee,\n Lest thy kissed lips should speak but mocks to me!\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"But now I flee, lest God should leave us twain\n Forgotten here when earth has passed away,\n Nor think us worthy of more hell or pain\n Than such a never-ending, hopeless day!\u2014\n No sign yet breaketh through the glimmering grey!\n Nought have I, God, for thee to take or leave,\n Unless this last faint hope thou wilt receive!\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0And with that word he rushed into the cave.\n But when the depths of its chill dark he gained,\n Turning he saw without the black boughs wave;\u2014\n \u2014And oh, amidst them swayed her form unstained! '\n But as he moved to meet her, all things waned;\n A void unfathomed caught him as he fell\n Into a night whereof no tongue can tell.\nINTO bright sun he woke up suddenly,\n And sprang up like a man with foes beset\n Amidst of sleep; and crying an old cry\n Learned in the tilt-yard, blind and tottering yet,\n He stretched his hand out, that a tree-trunk met, p. 401\n Dank with the dew of morn, and through his blood\n A shiver ran, as hapless there he stood.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Until, though scarce remembering aught at all,\n Clearly he saw the world and where he was;\n For as he gazed around, his eyes did fall\n Upon a tree-encompassed plain of grass,\n Through which anigh him did a fair stream pass.\n He stood and looked, nor a long while did dare\n To turn and see what lay behind him there.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0At last he did turn, and the cave's mouth, black,\n Threatening, and dreadful, close to him did see,\n And thither now his first thought drove him back;\n A blind hope mingled with the misery\n That \u2019gan to close about him; and yet he\n Had no will left to move his feet thereto.\n Yea, vague that passed joy seemed\u2014yea, hardly true.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Again he looked about: the sun was bright,\n And leafless were the trees of that lone place,\n Last seen by him amid the storm's wild light;\n He passed his hand across his haggard face,\n And touched his brow; and therefrom did he raise,\n Unwittingly, a strange-wrought golden crown,\n Mingled with roses, faded now and brown.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0The cold March wind across his raiment ran\n As his hand dropped, and the crown fell to earth; p. 402\n An icy shiver caught the wretched man\n As he beheld his raiment of such worth\n For gems, that in strange places had their birth,\n But frail as is the dragon-fly's fair wing\n That down the July stream goes flickering.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Cold to the very bone, in that array\n He hugged himself against the biting wind,\n And toward the stream went slow upon his way;\n Nor yet amidst the mazes of his mind\n The whole tale of his misery might he find,\n Though well he knew he was come back again\n Unto a lost world fresh fulfilled of pain.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But ere he reached the rippling stony ford,\n His right foot smote on something in the grass,\n And, looking down, he saw a goodly sword,\n Though rusted, tangled in the weeds it was;\n Then to his heart did better memory pass,\n And in one flash he saw that bygone night,\n Big with its sudden hopes of strange delight.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0For, to you, now his blanched and unused hand\n Clutched the spoiled grip of his once trusty blade!\n There, holding it point downward, did he stand,\n Until he heard a cry, and from a glade\n He saw a man come toward him; sore afraid\n Of that new face he was, as a lone child\n Of footsteps on a midnight road and wild. p. 403\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0There he stood still, and watched the man draw near;\n A forester, who, gazing on him now,\n Seemed for his part stayed by some sudden fear\n That made him fit a shaft unto his bow,\n As his scared heart wild tales to him did show\n About that haunted hill-side and the cave,\n And scarce he thought by flight his soul to save.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Now when he saw that, out into the stream\n The knight strode, with a great and evil cry,\n Since all men suddenly his foes did seem:\n Then quailed the man, yet withal timidly\n His bowstring drew, and close the shaft did fly\n To Walter's ear, but the carle turned and fled,\n E\u2019en as he drew the bowstring to his head.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But the knight reached the other side, and stood\n Staring with hopeless eyes through that cold day;\n And nothing that he now might do seemed good:\n Then muttered he: \"Why did I flee away?\n My tears are frozen, and I cannot pray;\n Nought have I, God, for thee to take or leave,\n Unless that last faint hope thou didst receive.\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But as he spake these words unwittingly,\n He moaned; for once again the moonlit place\n Where last he said them did he seem to see,\n And in his heart such longing did that raise,\n That a bright flush carne o\u2019er his haggard face, p. 404\n And round he turned unto the cliff once more,\n And moved as if the stream he would cross o\u2019er.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Who shall tell what thought stayed him? who shall tell\n Why pale he grew? of what was he afraid,\n As, turning, fast his hurried footsteps fell\n On the wind-bitten blooms of spring delayed?\n What hope his dull heart tore, as brown birds made\n Clear song about the thicket's edge, when he\n Rushed by their thorny haunts of melody?\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Heavily now his feet, so well wont, trod\n The blind ways of the wood, till it grew thin,\n And through the beech-trunks the green sunlit sod\n He saw again; and presently did win\n Into another cleared space, hemmed within\n A long loop of the stream, and midmost there\n Stood the abode of some stout wood-dweller.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Now as he came anigher to the sun,\n Upon his glittering, gauzy, strange array\n The bough-flecked, dazzling light of mid-day shone,\n And at the wood's edge made he sudden stay,\n And, writhing, seemed as he would tear away\n The bright curse from him, till he raised his face,\n And knew the cottage midmost of the place:\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Knew it, as one a-dying might behold\n His cup made joyous once with wine and glee, p. 405\n Now brought unto him with its ruddy gold,\n Stained with the last sad potion scantily;\n For he, a youth, in joyous company,\n Maying or hunting, oft had wandered there,\n When maiden's love first known was fresh and fair.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He moaned, and slowly made unto the door,\n Where sat a woman spinning in the sun,\n Who oft belike had seen him there before,\n Among those bright folk not the dullest one;\n But now when she had set her eyes upon\n The wild thing hastening to her, for a space\n She sat regarding him with scared white face;\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But as he neared her, fell her rock adown.\n She rose, and fled with mouth that would have cried\n But for her terror. Then did Walter groan:\n \"O wretched life! how well might I have died\n Here, where I stand, on many a happy tide,\n When folk fled not from me, nor knew me cursed,\n And yet who knoweth that I know the worst?\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Scarce formed upon his lips, the word \"Return\"\n Rang in his heart once more; but a cold cloud\n Of all despair, however he might yearn,\n All pleasure of that bygone dream did shroud,\n And hopes and fears, long smothered, now \u2019gan crowd\n About his heart: nor might he rest in pain,\n But needs must struggle on, howe\u2019er in vain. p. 406\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Into the empty house he passed withal;\n As in a dream the motes did dance and grow\n Amidst the sun, that through the door did fall\n Across its gloom, and on the board did show\n A bag of silver pieces, many enow,\n The goodman's market-silver; and a spear\n New-shafted, bright, that lay athwart it there.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Brooding he stood, till in him purpose grew;\n Unto the peasants\u2019 coffer, known of old,\n He turned, and raised the lid, and from it drew\n Raiment well worn by miles of wind-beat wold.\n And, casting to the floor his gauzy gold,\n Did on these things, scarce thinking in meanwhile\n How he should deal with his life's new-born toil.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But now, being clad, he took the spear and purse,\n And on the board his clothes begemmed he laid,\n Half wondering would their wealth turn to a curse,\n As in the tales he once deemed vainly made\n Of elves and such-like\u2014once again he weighed\n The bright web in his hand, and a great flood\n Of evil memories fevered all his blood,\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Blinded his eyes, and wrung his heart full sore;\n Yet grew his purpose among men to dwell,\n He scarce knew why, nor said he any more\n That word \"Return:\" perchance the threatened hell,\n Disbelieved once, seemed all too possible p. 407\n Amid this anguish, wherefrom if the grain\n Of hope should fall, then hell would be a gain.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He went his ways, and once more crossed the stream,\n And hastened through the wood, that scantier grew\n Till from a low hill he could see the gleam\n Of the great river that of old he knew,\n Which drank the woodland stream: \u2019neath the light blue\n Of the March sky, swirling and bright it ran,\n A wonder and a tale to many a man.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He went on wondering not; all tales were nought\n Except his tale; with min of his own life,\n To ruin the world's life, hopeful once, seemed brought;\n The changing year seemed weary of the strife\n Ever recurring, with all vain hope rife;\n Earth, sky, and water seemed too weak and old\n To gain a little rest from waste and cold.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He wondered not, and no pain smote on him,\n Though from a green hill on the further side,\n Above the green meads set with poplars slim,\n A white wall, buttressed well, made girdle wide\n To towers and roofs where yet his kin did bide:\u2014\n \u2014His father's ancient house; yea, now he saw\n His very pennon toward the river draw.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0No pain these gave him, and no scorn withal\n Of his old self; no rage that men were glad p. 408\n And went their ways, whatso on him might fall;\n For all seemed shadows to him, good or bad;\n At most the raiment that his yearning clad,\n Yearning made blind with misery, for more life,\n If it might be, love yet should lead the strife.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He stood a space and watched the ferry-boat\n Take in its load of bright and glittering things;\n He watched its head adown the river float,\n As o\u2019er the water came the murmurings\n Of broken talk: and as all memory clings\n To such dumb sounds, so dreamlike came back now\n The tale of how his life and love did grow.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He turned away and strode on, knowing not\n What purpose moved him; as the river flowed\n He hastened, where the sun of March blazed hot\n Upon the bounding wall and hard white road,\n The terraced blossoming vines, the brown abode\n Where wife and child and dog of vine-dressers\n With mingled careless clamour cursed his ears.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u2014How can words measure misery, when the sun\n Shines at its brightest over plague and ill?\n How can I tell the woe of any one,\n When the soft showers with fair-hued sweetness fill,\n Before the feet of those grief may not kill,\n The tender meads of hopeful spring, that comes\n With eager hours to mock all hopeless homes? p. 409\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0So let it pass, and ask me not to weigh\n Grief against grief:\u2014ye who have ever woke\n To wondering, ere came memory back, why day,\n Bare, blank, immovable, upon you broke\u2014\n \u2014Untold shall ye know all\u2014to happy folk\n All heaviest words no more of meaning bear\n Than far-off bells saddening the summer air.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But tells my tale, that all that day he went\n Along the highway by the river side,\n Urged on by restlessness without intent;\n Until when he was caught by evening-tide,\n Worn out withal, at last must he abide\n At a small homestead, where he gat him food\n And bed of straw, among tired folk and rude.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0A weary ghost within the poor hall there,\n He sat amid their weariness, who knew\n No whit of all his case, yet half with fear\n And half with scorn gazed on him, as, with few\n And heavy words, about the fire they drew,\n The goodman and goodwife, both old and grey,\n Three stout sons, and one rough uncared-for may.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0A ghost he sat, and as a ghost he heard\n What things they spoke of; but sleep-laden night\n Seemed to have crushed all memory of their word,\n When on the morrow, in the young sun's light,\n He plodded o\u2019er the highway hard and white; p. 410\n Unto what end he knew not: though swift thought\n Memory of things long spoken to him brought.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0That day he needs must leave the streamside road,\n Whereon he met of wayfarers no few;\n For sight of wondering eyes now \u2019gan to goad\n His misery more, as still more used he grew\n To that dull world he had returned unto;\n So into a deep-banked lane he turned aside,\n A little more his face from men to hide.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Slowly he went, for afternoon it was,\n And with the long way was he much foreworn;\n Nor far between the deep banks did he pass,\n Ere on the wind unto his ears was borne\n A stranger sound than he had heard that morn,\n Sweet sound of mournful singing; then he stayed\n His feet, and gazed about as one afraid:\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He shuddered, feeling as in time long past,\n When mid the utter joy of his young days\n The sudden sound of music would be cast\n Upon the bright world with the sun ablaze,\n And he would look to see a strange hand raise\n The far-off blue, and God in might come down\n To judge the earth, and make all hid things known.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0And therewithal came memory of that speech\n Of yesternight, and how those folk had said, p. 411\n That now so far did wrong and misery reach,\n That soon belike earth would be visited\n At last with that supreme day of all dread;\n When right and wrong, and weal and woe of earth,\n Should change amid its fiery second birth.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He hastened toward the road as one who thought\n God's visible glory would be passing by,\n But, when he looked forth tremblingly, saw nought\n Of glorious dread to quench his misery;\n There was the sky, and, like a second sky,\n The broad stream, the white road, the whispering trees\n Swaying about in the sound-laden breeze.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0For nigher and nigher ever came the song,\n And presently at turning of the way\n A company of pilgrims came along,\n Mostly afoot, in garments brown and grey:\n Slowly they passed on through the windy day,\n Led on by priests who bore aloft the rood,\n Singing with knitted brows as on they strode.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Then sank his heart adown, however sweet,\n Pensive and strange, their swinging song might be,\n For nought like this he had in heart to meet;\n But rather something was he fain to see,\n That should change all the old tale utterly;\u2014\n \u2014The old tale of the world, and love and death,\n And all the wild things that man's yearning saith. p. 412\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Nathless did he abide their coming there,\n And noted of them as they drew anigh,\n That in that fellowship were women fair,\n And young men meet for joyous company,\n Besides such elders, as might look to die\n In few years now, or monks who long had striven\n With life desired and feared, life for death given.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Way-worn they seemed, yet many there strode on,\n With flashing eyes and flushed cheeks, as though all\n Within a little space should be well won:\n Still as he gazed on them, despair did fall\n Upon his wasted heart; a fiery wall\n Of scorn and hate seemed \u2019twixt their hearts and his;\n While delicate images of bygone bliss\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Grew clear before his eyes, as rood and saint\n Gleamed in the sun o\u2019er raiment coarse and foul,\n O\u2019er dusty limbs, and figures worn and faint:\n Well-nigh he shrieked; yet in his inmost soul\n He felt that he must ask them of their goal,\n And knew not why: so at a man he clutched,\n Who, as he passed, his shoulder well-nigh touched.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"Where goest thou then, O pilgrim, with all these?\"\n \"Stay me not!\" cried he; \"unto life I go,\n To life at last, and hope of rest and peace;\n I whom my dreadful crime hath hunted so\n For years, though I am young\u2014O long and slow p. 413\n The way to where the change awaiteth me\u2014\n To Rome, where God nigh visible shall be!\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"Where He who knoweth all, shall know this too,\n That I am man\u2014e\u2019en that which He hath made,\n Nor be confounded at aught man can do.\u2014\n \u2014And thou, who seemest too with ill down-weighed,\n Come on with us, nor be too much afraid,\n Though some men deem there is but left small space,\n Or ere the world shall see the Judge's face.\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He answered not, nor moved; the man's words seemed\n An echo of his thoughts, and, as he passed,\n Word and touch both might well be only dreamed.\n Yea, when the vine-clad terraced hill at last\n Had hid them all, and the slim poplars cast\n Blue shadows on the road, that scarce did show\n A trace of their passed feet, he did not know\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But all had been a dream; all save the pain,\n That, mingling with the palpable things around,\n Showed them to be not wholly vague and vain,\n And him not dead, in whatso hard bonds bound,\n Of wandering fate, whose source shall ne\u2019er be found.\n He shivered, turned away, and down the same\n Deep lane he wandered, whence e\u2019en now he came.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He toward the night through hapless day-dreams passed, p. 414\n That knew no God to come, no love: he stood\n Before a little town's grey gate at last,\n And in the midst of his lost languid mood,\n Turned toward the western sky, as red as blood,\n As bright as sudden dawn across the dark,\n And through his soul fear shot a kindling spark.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But as he gazed, the rough-faced gate-warder,\n Who leaned anigh upon his spear, must turn\n Eyes on him, with an answering anxious fear,\n That silent, questioning, dared not to learn,\n If he too deemed more than the sun did burn\n Behind the crimson clouds that made earth grey\u2014\n If yet perchance God's host were on its way.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0So too, being come unto his hostelry,\n His pain was so much dulled by weariness,\n That he might hearken to men's words, whereby\n It seemed full sure that great fear did oppress\n Men's hearts that tide, that the world's life, grown less\n Through time's unnoted lapse, this thousandth year\n Since Christ was born, unto its end drew near.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Time and again, he, listening to such word,\n Felt his heart kindle; time and again did seem\n As though a cold and hopeless tune he heard,\n Sung by grey mouths amidst a dull-eyed dream;\n Time and again across his heart would stream p. 415\n The pain of fierce desire whose aim was gone,\n Of baffled yearning loveless and alone.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Other words heard he too, that served to show\n The meaning of that earnest pilgrim train;\n For the folk said that many a man would go\n To Rome that Easter, there more sure to gain\n Full pardon for all sins, since frail and vain,\n Cloudlike the very earth grew \u2019neath men's feet:\n Yea, many thought, that there at Rome would meet\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0The half-forgotten Bridegroom with the Bride,\n Stained with the flushed feast of the world; that He,\n Through wrack and flame, would draw unto His side\n In the new earth where there is no more sea.\n So spake men got together timorously;\n Though pride slew fear in some men's souls, that they\n Had lived to see the firm earth melt away.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Next morn were folk about the market cross\n Gathered in throngs, and as through these he went\n He saw above them a monk's brown arms toss\n About his strained and eager mouth, that sent\n Strong speech around, whose burden was 'Repent;'\n He passed by toward the gate that Romeward lay,\n Yet on its other side his feet did stay.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Upon a daisied patch of road-side grass\n He cast himself, and down the road he gazed; p. 416\n And therewithal the thought through him did pass,\n How long and wretched was the way he faced.\n Therewith the smouldering fire again outblazed\n Within him, and he moaned: \"O empty earth,\n What shall I do, then, mid thy loveless dearth?\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But as he spake, there came adown the wind\n From out the town the sound of pilgrims\u2019 song,\n And other thoughts were borne across his mind,\n And hope strove with desire so hopeless strong,\n Till in his heart, wounded with pain and wrong,\n Something like will was born; until he knew\n Now, ere they came, what thing he meant to do.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0So through the gate at last the pilgrims came,\n Led by an old priest, fiery-eyed and grey;\n Then Walter held no parley with his shame,\n But stood before him midmost of the way.\n \"Will one man's sin so heavy on you weigh,\"\n He cried, \"that ye shall never reach your end?\n Unto God's pardon with you would I wend.\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0The old man turned to him: \"My son,\" he said,\n \"Come with us, and be of us! turn not back\n When once thine hand upon the plough is laid;\n The telling of thy sin we well may lack,\n Because the Avenger is upon our track,\n And who can say the while we tarry here,\n Amid this seeming peace, but God draws near?\" p. 417\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0The. crowd had stayed their song to hear the priest,\n But now, when Walter joined their company,\n Like a great shout it rose up and increased,\n And on their way they went so fervently\n That swept away from earth he seemed to be;\n And many a thought o\u2019er which his heart had yearned\n Amid their fire to white ash now seemed burned.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0For many days they journeyed on, and still\n Whate\u2019er he deemed that he therein should do,\n The hope of Rome his whole soul seemed to fill;\n And though the priest heard not his story through,\n Yet from him at the last so much he knew,\n That he had promised when they reached the place,\n To bring him straight before the Pope's own face.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Through many a town they passed; till on a night\n Long through the darkness they toiled on and on\n Down a straight road, until a blaze of light\n On the grey carving of an old gate shone;\n And fast the tears fell down from many an one,\n And rose a quavering song, for they were come\n Unto the threshold of that mighty Rome.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0They entered: like a town of ghosts it seemed\n To Walter, a beleaguered town of ghosts;\n And he felt of them, little if he dreamed\n Amid his pain of all the marshalled hosts\n That lay there buried mid forgotten boasts; p. 418\n But dead he seemed as those his pleasures were,\n Dead in a prison vast and void and drear.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Unto a convent that eve were they brought,\n Where with the abbot spake the priest for long,\n Then bade the hapless man to fear him nought,\n But that the Pope next day would right his wrong;\n \"And let thy heart,\" quoth he, \"O son, be strong,\n For no great space thou hast to sin anew:\n The days of this ill world are grown but few.\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Night passed, day dawned, and at the noon thereof\n The priest came unto Walter: \"Fair my son,\n Now shalt thou know,\" he said, \"of God's great love;\n Moreover thou shalt talk with such an one\n As hath heard told the worst deeds man hath done,\n And will not start at thine or mock at thee:\n Be of good heart, and come thy ways with me.\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Amid the tumult of his heart, they went\n Through the calm day, by wonders wrought of old;\n And fresh young folk they met, and men intent\n On eager life; the wind and the sun's gold\n Were fresh on bands of monks that did uphold\n The carven anguish of the rood above\n The wayfarers, who trusted in God's love.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But no more dead the grey old temples seemed\n To him than fresh-cheeked girl or keen-eyed man; p. 419\n And like a dream for some dim purpose dreamed,\n And half forgotten, was the image wan\n Nailed on the cross: no tremor through him ran,\n No hope possessed him, though his lips might say,\n \"O love of God, be nigh to me to-day!\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0For surely all things seemed but part of him;\n Therefore what help in them? Still on he passed\n Through all, and still saw nothing blurred or dim,\n Though with a dread air was the world o\u2019ercast,\n As of a great fire somewhere; till at last,\n At a fair convent door the old priest stayed,\n And touched his fellow's shoulder, as he said:\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"Thou tremblest not; thou look\u2019st as other men:\n Come then, for surely all will soon be well,\n And like a dream shall be that ill day, when\n Thou hangedst on the last smooth step of hell!\"\n But from his shoulder therewith his hand fell,\n And long he stared astonished in his place,\n At a new horror fallen o\u2019er Walter's face.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Then silently he led him on again\n Through daintily wrought cloisters, to a door,\n Whereby there stood a gold-clad chamberlain:\n Then, while the monk his errand to him bore,\n Walter turned round and cast a wild look o\u2019er\n Fair roof, and painted walls, and sunlit green,\n That showed the slim and twisted shafts between. p. 420\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He shut his eyes and moaned sore, for as clear\n As he beheld these, did he now behold\n A woman white and lovely drawing near,\n Whose face amidst her flower-wreathed hair of gold,\n Mocked the faint images of saints of old;\n Mocked with sweet smile the pictured mother of God,\n As o\u2019er the knee-worn floor her fair feet trod.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Through his shut eyes he saw her still, as he\n Heard voices, and stepped onward, as he heard\n The door behind him shut to noisily,\n And echo down the cloisters, and a word\n Spoke by a thin low voice: \"Be not afeard!\n Look up! for though most surely God is nigh,\n Yet nowise is he with us visibly.\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He looked up, and beside him still she stood,\n With eyes that seemed to question; What dost thou,\n What wilt thou say? The fever of his blood\n Abated not, because before him now\n There sat an old man with high puckered brow,\n Thin lips, long chin, and wide brown eyes and mild,\n That o\u2019er the sternness of his mouth still smiled.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"Wilt thou kneel down, my son?\" he heard him say,\n \"God is anigh, though not to give thee fear;\n Folk tell me thou hast journeyed a long way,\n That I the inmost of thine heart might hear;\n It glads me that thou holdest me so dear. p. 421\n But more of this thy love I yet would win,\n By telling thee that God forgives thy sin.\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He knelt down, but all silent did abide\n While the Pope waited silent; on the ground\n His eyes were fixed, but still anigh his side\n He knew she stood; and all the air around\n Was odorous with her, yea, the very sound\n Of her sweet breath, moving of hair and limb,\n Mixed with his own breath in the ears of him.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Outside the sparrows twittered; a great tree\n Stirred near the window, and the city's noise\n Still murmured: long the Pope sat patiently\n Amid that silence, till the thin weak voice\n Spake out and said: \"O son, have the world's joys\n Made thee a coward? what is thy degree?\n Despite thy garb no churl thou seem\u2019st to me.\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Fearfully Walter raised his eyes, and turned,\n As though to ask that vision what to say,\n And with a bitter pain his vexed heart burned,\n When now he found all vanished clean away:\n Great wrath stirred in him; shame most grievous lay\n Upon his heart, and spreading suddenly\n His hands abroad, he \u2019gan at last to cry:\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"Look at me, father! I have been a knight,\n And held my own mid men: such as I kneel p. 422\n Before thee now, amidst a hopeless fight\n Have I stood firm against the hedge of steel,\n Casting aside all hope of life and weal\n For nought\u2014because folk deemed I would do so,\n Though nought there was to gain or win unto.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"Yet before thee an old man small and weak\n I quail indeed: not because thou art great,\n Not because God through thy thin pipe doth speak,\n As all folk trow: but, rather, that man's hate,\n Man's fear, God's scorn shall fall in all their weight\n Upon my love when I have spoken out\u2014\n \u2014Yea, let me bide a minute more in doubt!\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"Man hates it and God scorns, and I, e\u2019en I\u2014\n \u2014How shall I hate my love and scorn my love?\n Weak, weak are words\u2014but, O my misery!\n More hate than man's hate in my soul doth move;\n Greater my scorn than scorn of God above\u2014\n And yet I love on.\u2014Is the pain enow\n That thou some hope unto my heart mayst show?\u2014\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"Some hope of peace at last that is not death?\n Because with all these things I know for sure\n I cannot die, else had I stopped my breath\n Long time agone\u2014thereto hath many a lure\n Drawn on my hand; but now God doth endure,\n And this my love, that never more shall bring\n Delight to me or help me anything.\" p. 423\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Calm sat the Pope, and said: \"Hope, rather, now;\n For many a sinner erewhile have I shriven\n As utterly o\u2019erwhelmed in soul as thou,\n Who, when awhile with words his mouth had striven,\n Went forth from me at peace and well forgiven.\n Fall we to talk; and let me tell thee first,\n That there are such as fain would be the worst\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"Among all men, since best they cannot be,\n So strong is that wild lie that men call pride;\n And so to-day it is, perchance, with thee\u2014\n Cast it aside, son; cast it clean aside,\n Nor from my sight thy utmost vileness hide;\n Nought worse it makes thy sin, when all is done,\n That every day men do the same, my son!\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0The strained lines of the kneeling wretch's face\n Were softened; as to something far away\n He seemed a-listening: silent for a space\n The two men were\u2014who knows what \u2019twixt them lay,\n What world of wondrous visions, of a day\n Passed or to come?\u2014to one lost love so clear,\n God's glory to the other present there.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0At last the Pope spake; well-nigh musical\n His voice was grown, and in his thin dry cheek\n There rose a little flush: \"Tell of thy fall,\n And how thy weak heart its vain lust must seek,\n Cursing the kind and treading down the weak! p. 424\n Tell all the blindness of thy cruelties,\n Thy treason, thine unkindness and thy lies!\u2014\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"And be forgiven\u2014these things are of earth:\n The fire of God shall burn them up apace,\n And leave thee calm in thy pure second birth;\n No sin, no lust forgotten, in the place\n Where, litten by the glory of God's face,\n The souls that He hath made for ever move\n Mid never-dying, never-craving love.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"How fair shall be the dawning of that day\n When thy cleared eyes behold the thing thou wast,\n Wherefore, and all the tale: hate cast away,\n And all the yearning of thy love at last\n Full satisfied, and held for ever fast!\n O never-dying souls, how sweet to hear\n Your laughter in the land that knows no fear!\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"All this thou gainest if to God thou turn,\n Since nought but with thy fellows hast thou dealt,\n And well He wotteth how vexed hearts may yearn,\n Who in the very midst of them hath dwelt,\n Whose own soul, too, the world's hard wrong hath felt,\n The serpent's burning clutch upon his heel\u2014\n Speak, then, and pray, and earn unending weal!\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0A strange look crossed the knight's face as he said:\n \"Surely all these shall love their God full well; p. 425\n Good to be one of these; yet have I read\n That other things God made, and that they dwell\n In that abode He made, too, men call hell.\n If every man that will become God's friend\n Shall have great joy that nevermore shall end,\u2014\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"Yet is it so that evil dureth still,\n Unslain of God\u2014what if a man's love cling,\n In sore despite of reason, hope, and will,\n Unto the false heart of an evil thing?\u2014\n \u2014O me!\" he cried, \"that scarce heard murmuring\n Beside me, and that faint sound of thy feet!\n Must thou be wordless this last time we meet?\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Then the Pope trembled, for, half-risen now,\n Walter glared round him through the empty air;\n \"O man,\" he said, \"speak out: what seest thou?\n What ill thing \u2019twixt thy God and thee stands there?\"\n \"Ah, me!\" cried Walter, \"kind thou wert and fair\n In the past days, and now wilt thou be gone,\n And leave me with this cruel God alone?\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"Is it then so as I have deemed erewhile,\n That thou fear\u2019st God too, even as I fear?\n That I shall see the death of thy kind smile,\n When, hand in hand, amid the unshadowed air,\n Unto God's face forgot we draw anear?\n O mocking lie, that told me while ago,\n One minute's bliss was worth unending woe!\" p. 426\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0The Pope caught at the staff across his knees,\n And, rising, stood, leaned heavily thereon,\n And said: \"Why kneelest thou mid words like these;\n Rise up, and tell me swift what thou hast done,\n E\u2019en as one man speaks to another one;\n Or let me go, lest I begin to deem\n That I myself spake thus in some ill dream!\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0But, cowering down again, cried out the knight:\n \"Nay, leave me not! wait, father; thou shalt hear!\n Lo, she is gone now!\u2014surely thou said\u2019st right;\n For the whole world is trembling with my fear\n And tainted with my sin\u2014I will speak clear\n And in few words, and know the end at last.\n Yea, though e\u2019en now I know myself outcast.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"Hast thou not heard about the gods, who erst\n Held rule here where thou dwellest? dost thou think\n That people \u2019neath their rule were so accurst\n That they forgot in joy to eat and drink,\n That they slept not, and loved not, and must shrink\n From the world's glory?\u2014how if they loved these\n Thou tallest devils and their images?\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"And did God hate the world, then, for their sake,\n When fair the sun rose up on every day,\n And blade and bloom through the brown earth did break,\n And children were as glad as now?\u2014nay, nay, p. 427\n Time for thy wrath yet\u2014what if these held sway\n Even now in some wise, father?\u2014Nay, say then,\n Hast thou not heard, from certain Northern men,\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"Of lonely haunters of the wild-woods there,\n Not men, nor angels, soulless as men deem,\n But of their bodily shape most wondrous fair?\n What\u2014thinkest thou I tell thee of some dream,\n Some wandering glimmer of the moon's grey beam,\n Seen when men's hearts sink mid black-shadowed trees,\n And unknown words are in the tangled breeze?\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"Belike I dreamed then! O belike some shade\n Of nought that is I saw with these mine eyes!\u2014\n \u2014I saw her feet upon the blossoms laid,\n The flowers o\u2019er which no God-made sun shall rise!-\n Belike I am a mad fool mid the wise,\n But nothing therefor of God's wrath need fear,\n Because my body and soul I gave her there.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"What!\u2014must I name her, then, ere thou mayst know\n What thing I mean? or say where she doth dwell\u2014\n A land that new life unto me did show\n Which thou wilt deem a corner cut from Hell,\n Set in the world lest all go there too well?\n \u2014Lo, from THE HILL OF VENUS do I come,\n That now henceforth I know shall be my home!\" p. 428\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He sprang up as he spoke, and faced the Pope,\n Who through his words had stood there trembling sore,\n With doubtful anxious eyes, whence every hope\n Failed with that last word; a stern look came o\u2019er\n His kind vexed face: \"Yea, dwell there evermore!\"\n He cried: \"just so much hope I have of thee\n As on this dry staff fruit and flowers to see!\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Walter laughed loud, and knew not who was there,\n And who was gone, nor how long he abode\n Within that place, or why his feet must fare\n Round about Rome that night\u2014or why that load\n Was on his heart; or why next morn the road\n Beneath his hurrying feet was white and dry,\n And no cloud flecked the sunny April sky.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0He knew not\u2014though he wondered at all these,\n And where he went\u2014but nought seemed strange to him,\n And nought unknown, when the great forest-trees\n Around a cleared space of the wood were dim\n In windless dawn, with white mist that did swim\n About a pine-clad cliff, above a stream\n Dark, scarcely seen, and voiceless as a dream.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0No ignorance, no wonder, and no hope\n Was in his heart, as his firm feet passed o\u2019er\n The shallow's pebbles, and the flowery slope, p. 429\n And reached the black-mouthed cavern, the dark door,\n Unto the fate now his for evermore,\n As now at last its echoing stony dearth,\n And dull dark closed betwixt him and the earth.\nAND what more would ye hear of him? Meseems\n It passes mind of man to picture well\n His second sojourn in that land; yet gleams\n There might be thence, if one had heart to tell,\n In sleepless nights, of horrors passing hell,\n Of joys by which our joys are misery;\n But hopeless both, if such a thing may be.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Let us be silent then, but hear at least\n What the old tale tells: that the morrow morn\n The Pope was busy at the Holy Feast;\n Then through the ancient solemn streets was borne,\n Where stood the folk as thick as summer corn;\n Then o\u2019er their bowed heads and their weeping stilled,\n With his small blessing voice the hushed air thrilled:\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0And, many other things being said and done,\n Unto his own house came back at the last,\n And in his quiet garden walked alone\n Pondering, his mind perplexed and overcast,\n Not with the hurry of the day late past; p. 430\n Rather that haggard face, those hopeless eyes,\n Despite himself would still before him rise.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0The shadows fell their longest; a great flood\n Of golden light glowed through the peaceful place;\n The Pope sat down; the staff of olive-wood\n Cursed, as it were, at ending of that case,\n Fell from him as he turned his weary face\n Unto the western glory: close beside\n A babbling conduit, from its stone did glide.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Well sang the birds; all was so sweet and fair,\n It melted those dull troublous thoughts within\n The old man's heart, transmuted all his care\n Into a loving peace right hard to win:\n He murmured in his faded voice and thin,\n Mid the full sweetness of the spring; \"Would God\n That man and I this peace together trod!\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"For he mayhap had things to say to me\n He could not say then, knowing not what I was;\n And I\u2014God wot that there are things I see,\n To tell of; if the words my lips would pass:\n Things dimly seen, indeed, as in a glass\u2014\n Woe's me! for who shall help me if I erred!\n Yet God, I deemed, had given me that last word.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"O God, if I have done thee deadly wrong,\n And lost a soul thou wouldst have saved and blessed, p. 431\n Yet other words thou knowest were on my tongue,\n When \u2019twixt that soul and mine thine image pressed:\n Thou wilt remember this and give him rest!\n And as for me, thou knowest I fear thee nought,\n Since this my body and soul thine own hand wrought.\"\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0The sun was sunken now, the west was red,\n And still the birds poured forth their melody,\n A marvellous scent about him seemed to spread,\n Mid strange new bliss the tears his eyes drew nigh;\n He smiled and said; \"Too old to weep am I;\n Unless the very end be drawing near,\n And unimagined sounds I soon shall hear.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"And yet, before I die, I needs must go\n Back to my house, and try if I may write,\n For there are some things left for me to do,\n Ere my face glow with that ineffable light.\"\n He moved and stooped down for his staff; still bright\n The sky was, as he cast his eyes adown,\n And his hand sought the well-worn wood and brown.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0With a great cry he sprang up; in his hand\n He held against the sky a wondrous thing,\n That might have been the bright archangel's wand,\n Who brought to Mary that fair summoning;\n For lo, in God's unfaltering timeless spring,\n Summer, and autumn, had that dry rod been,\n And from its barrenness the leaves sprang green, p. 432\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0And on its barrenness grew wondrous flowers,\n That earth knew not; and on its barrenness\n Hung the ripe fruit of heaven's unmeasured hours;\n And with strange scent the soft dusk did it bless,\n And glowed with fair light as earth's light grew less,\u2014\n Yea, and its gleam the old man's face did reach,\n Too glad for smiles, or tears, or any speech.\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Who seeth such things and liveth? That high-tide\n The Pope was missed from throne and chapel-stall,\n And when his frightened people sought him wide,\n They found him lying by the garden wall,\n Set out on that last pilgrimage of all,\n Grasping his staff\u2014\"and surely,\" all folk said,\n \"None ever saw such joy on visage dead.\" p. 433\nSAD eyes there were the while the tale was told,\n And few among the young folk were so bold\n As to speak out their thoughts concerning it,\n While still amidst that concourse they did sit.\n But some when to the fresh bright day they turned,\n And smooth cheeks even in that freshness burned,\n \u2019Neath burning glances might find words to speak,\n Wondering that any tale should make love weak\n To rule the earth, all hearts to satisfy;\n Yet as they spake, perchance, some doubt went by\n Upon the breeze, till out of sight and sound\n Of other folk, their longing lips had found,\n If but a little while, some resting-place,\n On hand, on bosom, on bright eager face.\n But the old men learned in earth's bitter lore,\n Were glad to leave untouched the too rich store\n Of hapless memories, if it might be done;\n And wandered forth into the noonday sun,\n To watch the blossoms budding on the wall,\n And hear the rooks among the elm-trees call,\n And note the happy voices on the breeze,\n And see the lithe forms; making out of these\n No tangled story, but regarding them\n As hidden elves upon the forest's hem\n Gaze on the dancers through the May-night green,\n Not knowing aught what troubled looks may mean.","title":"The Earthly Paradise (December-February): February: The Hill of Venus","type":"page"}